I can't write anymore I cant think.
I am so grateful for so many things in my life but I don't seem to be able to have the one thing I really want - my health back.
The pain is constant and stupid. Actually the pain i can live with but it is the ache. My muscles in my arms and legs feel like I have run a marathon or spent the day lifting weights.
I' m tired of being tired all the time. I would spend all my time time in bed if I could but I keep forcing myself up. When I am in bed the pain wakes me if I lie on my side and if I lie on my back I snore. LOL.
A weeks holiday hasn't really helped. I am a bit bored. I can't settle to read or watch TV or do puzzles.
But this will pass. I will always appreciate your support.