If I knew how to turn off comments I would. I really dont want people to comment on this post.
I dont know how to verbalize my feelings at the moment but I know I havent checked in for a couple of weeks or read blogs or answered emails.
I am in a bad place at the moment regarding food. I am eating too much, but I have put a plan into motion to hopefully help me get over this problem.
I cant seem to say no to food - it is like an addiction. It makes me ill, literally. I cant eat this stuff but I also cant stop it. It has happened before and I know it will probably pass but I am filled with self-loathing at the moment.
Hey, how's this for a depressing post!
Had bad experience at work. You think you know people but you dont really, ever.
Im tired, overweight but still exercising slowly (a small positive).
Im a sad mess. Please dont worry about me, I am being self indulgent and I will move on. I need that switch to be triggered.